resume

I've been sending out my revised resume.  It feels kinda good.  For a long while I was nervous about looking for a job.  It seems like in the emotional part of my brain I should be stuck in one place...the past...still greiving over the loss of my Mom.  I think about her all the time right now; memories flood my mind.  Yet I know that life does go on and I with it, being "stuck" is not an option.  The world goes on all around me even though I feel like it should have stopped for us to have time to go through the greiving process.  Time waits for no man..so I decided yesterday to just push on.  I am praying for just the right job, one that I will enjoy, make a decent amount of money at, and some benefits, as well as 5 days a week, holidays off, etc.  I want a cushy job like the one I left back in Houston.

Will be nice to help my husband out with the bills and start saving for our future.  Yeah, I think I'm ready.  Full speed ahead.